My holidays

 I went to Tioman and met a lot of Japanese Cultural Society member. Old and new one. 

Meet Zaimah, Carmen, Na Mu, Fizah, Natirah, Iffah, Saw, Omar, Hassan,

Wai Kean, Mandy, TC, Marissa.

 2 days of snorkeling and I got deaf after that. I mean seriously ear block! I can't hear until now. 

Cause normal clinic can't help about that. 

After the day I come back, I help Jay's bestie, Sam to move bed skul.

It is so funny to see them takes turn to move the heavy woods. Some of them really make them looks in, I AM IN JAIL. Haha

 28th May 2011.With deaf, I went to Nation Youth Summit. I meet my group mate of 5 including me. 

Rakha(Egypt), Chase, Cai Fung, Alp(Phillipin). Lovely group. 

An idea about education for the rural area I propose. Goes well, yet I left the camp earlier cause of

my gastric pain. Pretty not feeling well. 

Night had a small gathering with Jay's friends in Starbucks then mamak stall. Name Nicholas, Bernad, Bernad gf (suppose to be my roommate), Ben and Fred. Otak otak, nasi lemak, sup kambing,.... make me feel more uneasy after that. No idea why~

Meet a lot of my old friends. First met is like, OMG, and staring a while only smile endless at each other. 

Nice to meet Roti Canai (above), Yan Xin and Boon Lai (not recognizing me)

Night ends~

I don't like experiment

Today having experiment as scheduled. Well, two act fierce lecturer end up talking like papa and grandpa. =.= Well, I team up with my friend, Emad, and we had problem for ICs and breadboard. After spending 1 hour plus including asking lecturer to check our circuit which is alright.

Lecturer A said: DON ASK ME IF YOUR GRAPH IS CORRECT. I DO NOT KNOW, IF I TELL YOU, YOU WILL NEVER LEARNT. ALL YOUR RESULT IS WRONG, WRONG, I TELL YOU IF YOU DON'T WANT TO LISTEN I GIVE YOU ZERO. =.= 

so in the end... we ask lecturer B. He did help us to check but can't help cause he does not know what is the problem too. It is okay and better than no help. Thanks to him. 

PAPA (lecturer A) and GRANPA (lecturer B)act

B: see, this is how we need to do, inverted it and make it 180 degree phase shift ya =)

A: Hey B don't tell them, let them do, let them guess

(to me if i continue guess for 3 hours I already become Eisenstein, what you think? )

B: okay, now you need to turn your ..

A: Shhh,Shhhh don't tell them...

B: (Don't care... but continue turn the potentiometer lalala)

Me and Emad: Ah finally =.=

When we got the lecturer B signature, the A pat on Emad shoulder and said never made this mistake again. I was confused too. What problem. The breadboard and IC spoiled. 

In the last 30 minutes of the lab, A comes, and said actually you value cannot be this big, your graph is wrong. Should be smooth like that like this.. Okay at least finally he taught us something but very last minutes. Anyway I forgive him. 

Experiment is something like please pass faster or if better i want to skip. But it comes just so and so.

Just Raining

Well, first time ride in the rain and sit nearby under the bridge. The feeling is pretty cool and very cold too. The wind blow really hard enough into every inches of my skin. Thanks for my love one jacket.

All wet, with empty stomach. We went to the mines to have CARL'S JUNIOR, big burger. No need to mention big bugger cause it is damn real big when you just call the burger. I think it is its significant symbols. guess so. Stomach is overfill with 100 plus. Make me a crazy girl laughing all the way on the escalator. Whatever. I don't care actually.

Eating sushi for the next lunch, with tomyam mee. I swear I won't be touching that ever. Cause I forget it is sour food that makes my waist pain uncured. Waking up middle of the night just because of the pain. Well, the night goes pretty well cause I sleep for 4 times breaking up during the mid day and all. Finally had good sleep in different place. Glad to have a nice sleep and really appreciate it.

Follow with going to LCCT, sending off him to his FORUM TRIP to Labuan. I really wish to go with him cause I start missing him already. He is so busy. Thanks to Eddy for sending me back ~ I don't care about anything. I just want my trip to come true too.

Life have Much things To follow With

Ya, dreaming...dreaming... sometimes just wonder how my dream form. With all kinds of infinity stuff. Let's shares about the dream I had yesterday. I was dreaming about searching for my gramma. Well, things goes pretty weird. Start from my gramma home. I was talking with my gramma a normal talk. The suddenly a married couple barge in asking my gramma to go out. So I followed. Then when we reached a place, we split up. The husband with my gramma, and others some more got teenage guys come along.

I just worried about my gramma. I bought something to eat, but I end up walking and eating at the same time search for all the shoplets for my gramma. I just want to make the guy who bringing me did not mislead my gramma. I pass buy a shop, the owner said my gramma came here to buy red bean bun. I just walk walk, and almost being knocked down by lorry park inside the shop. I keep my pace faster and faster. Heart beating fast.. my tears almost come out. Until I reached a thai restaurant. I saw the guy who bring my gramma to making faces like where is she to the waiter. I was so worried and knocked the glass at him and make a hand of WHAT HAPPEN?

I rush in and ask the waiter to lead me there. Finally I found my gramma doing hair bonding. I know all these is not logic at all ya. Okay, my gramma come out and hold my hand and go pay for money. It is Rm86.20. What the... so much.. My gramma also stun. ..then I woke up from my dream. Because of dunno WHICH idiot open and close and bang the door real hard. I must said it is not just once. At 6.15am. Damn.

Early morning i need to continue follow up with the GOLD HAIR F* girl, because I gonna sign a contract with the owner soon. She didn't even give me a chance to make a decision when to meet up. She is like using the owner to over stressed on me. I WAS GOING TO PISS OFF LIKE SAYING : SILLY GIRL, DON'T ACT LIKE AN OWNER. They way she speaking is not friendly at all and all the time her words make you wanna slap hard on her. I was like o0o hmm okay thats the way she plays with me, see who is the survivor. i will do something about this..

Finish following up that stupid case, another academics stuff to follow up with. I gonna change my subject real soon. So now I left with one more unrelated subject to study with. i think of giving up that subject too and take leave. It would be nice don't you think so? I guess it is better for me to talk with someone else before I really do so. I am ready for my brand new faculty with all sort of friends around to deal with. Besides, i need to due with my current assignment partner too. Not an easy person because I know too much about him and to him. We had been assignment team together since last 3 semester. It is very easy for me to handle him for the first two semester and i never think about he mend to be so hard to deal with since now and then. i will feel much more in management about dealing with people too i guess. Better suit it now.

Following up with event is another not so important but important stuff. Upcoming with all sort of event. Hm, is time to run over and over. Breathee.

Learn not to be Jealous

Jealousy is usually a by-product of insecurity and low self-esteem. Sometimes it's a deep-rooted fear of abandonment that someone will leave you, or withdraw their love or attention from you because you're "not good enough"-wiki


I know this is not healthy at all. Maybe sometimes I just over worried I will be losing someone I love so much. And the one I finally found. I shall find something to do and fill my time.


Boundaries need to be set so you both know what's appropriate and what's not in terms of interacting with other people. This is a difficult subject for many couples, but addressing it will prevent arguments down the line. Ask your partner where they draw the line.-wiki


Communication is really important. And most of the girls and guys do not know about the boundaries. If there is a little of misunderstanding or mis doing something. Everything will turn into nothing. 


Overcoming jealousy will take time. Be patient with yourself.
Never let your feelings of jealousy push you to abuse someone, verbally or physically


I hope he is patient in term of emotion enough to see me through. Everything picking up the phone and listening his scolding voice is hurtful. Not picking up his phone is another pain. Whenever I saw your name appear on the phone screen, I fall to your more. When my name appears, I just don't want to be another girl you talk to. Cause I just want you. 

He did some of them =)

1. `..朦胧醒来回你信息

2. `..半夜里接你的电话

3. `..告诉你——到家了就发消息给他

4. `..你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天

5. `..雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的

6. `..不论走到哪里,都一直拉着你的手

7. `..愿意吃你吃不下的东西

8.`..从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气

9.`..不论去哪里.他都会来接你,无怨无悔

10. `..不乱花钱,但肯为你花钱

11. `..拥抱很久,很紧

12. `..记得你说过的所有事

13. `..轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶

14. `..常常发消息告诉你,突然很想你

15. `..常常给你留言

16. `..不舒服时,他会很担心很着急

17. `..吵架时不会一走了之

18. `..他错了会认错,你错了不会怪你

19. `..吵架后,会无条件地哄你,放下面子

20. `..从不忍心责备你,无条件包容你

21. `..会一直保护你,害怕你受一点点委屈

22. `..你说笑话他会笑,会觉得你很可爱

23. `..比你高

24. `..会一个人安静地思考,但决不冷漠

25. `..许多方面都很厉害，让你崇拜

26. `..会一直夸你，给你鼓励

27. `..不对你隐瞒什么

28. `..百分百信任你

29. `..不花言巧语

30. `..不会因为玩游戏而忽略你

31. `..不抽烟少喝酒

32. `..有活动安排事先和你打招呼

33. `..和朋友出去时，要想着你

34. `..重大的事情和你商量

35. `..和大人在一起像大人，和孩子在一起像孩子

36. `..喜欢你, 从未犹豫也不拿你和别的女孩子比较

37. `..从未想过离开你的世界

38. `..你买给他的东西他都会喜欢

39. `..对女孩子有风度，也有距.

40. `..认识你的一些好朋友，拜托她们照顾你

41. `..了解你的烦恼与困惑，不厌其烦地倾听

42. `..很少让你哭，你哭的时候会很心疼，紧紧地抱住你，告诉你都是他的错

43. `..可以随时找到他

44. `..靠在他肩膀的时候很安心

45. `..和他在一起有种温暖的感觉

46. `..当他在忙着事情时，他会偷偷看着你，看你是否在做什 么

47. `..计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分

48. `.. 和朋友一起时，他不会重色轻友，但是却会尊重朋友的存在， 绝对不会当初谈情说爱

Usually the actors in the movie hits all the 48 rules of gentlemen. For me, I would like my boy to have some of them will be more than enough  ^.^ love him so much~

Trip with My Dear

 This is my first time been to KLCC. Thanks for my dear willing to accompany me.

 Both of us look like weirdo shaking and flipping hand over the squares just to 

listen to the melody traps.

 With the baby shark. First time touching it and I guess he or she is sleeping. =)

I will always remember this trip. Though we walk till leg sore. 

Still worth it.

Taken by my dear

Live, Work, Play

I believe you will not want to know the timeline of all these event. Cause it is kind of messy. So let kick starts with randomness. 

Working as a secretariat as part time for 2 days.

Well, congratez that our University had won the championship. 

During the school break, I did make my effort with my so call business partner

to meet up with a few corporation and learn something new about business. I guess since I am going to transfer from Engine to Business Admin. It's time to get involve in some kind of this too. 

 Here comes to play...

 Love the feeling of getting wet with sweat. Don't get me wrong. =)

The sun is the best for all the description of the pictures.

 Having Dinner at quite some known places. This is at Jogoya, Japanese buffet cuisine.

Well, recently I been to Kinokuniya, Kenny Rogers, Pizza Hut, Domino, 

San Fransisco Cafe, and so on. 

Feels more like a human now. Live, Work and Play. 

Finish Exam

With conjunction of that I gonna move to new unit, I was having two weeks exam. Despite of I need to keep on travel to other place just because of having no place to stay. Some more need to travel to school. So it is sort of long journey. Yea, staying at home, I was wake up early 3 am just to open the gate for my housemate to get his leftover package outside the door. Wonderful?

Gonna suffer panda eyes and deprive of sleep to go for exam. Yes the feeling is not good at all. Glad that there is always someone taking care of my dinner. Coming to the end of the Chinese New Year. Well, first time joining a bunch of just known senior friends for sumptuous dinner. All sort of seafood, with the accompany of the full moon. Besides, I also pretty appreciate that my friend of traveling me back and fro.

Ending of the exam week. That night, we go for curry mee as dinner. The very next day, I going back for packing as to awaits the last minute decision from my new owner that the place where I am going to move to. Frustrated with the cut of electricity for both of my fan and light, my so call old-unit- new-housemate smokes like a chimney. Pretty pissed me off from my dream. I just wake up and walk all my way down to the ground floor for fresh air. Indeed, I hate smoker.

Night again another traveller. Here I am with boring life started. What to do to make it interesting.. .Hmm good question. I'm thinking...

YOU AGAIN!!

 Pretty nice movie for teen, they show transformation of a teen to a mature one.

Lovers, friends and enemy also family.

 Once they are enemy. But this is not a bad thing to have an enemy.

Because you will start to fight in the battlefield for yourself.

Though you might fall you might give up.

Believe there is always a hope or an angel helps.

=) They changed, so give ourself the second chance also others ^^

 Even adults also having friends to enemy to friends again.

You will learn from each other and learn to appreciate each other is the most important

communication is really important between each other ^^

Believe or not watch yourself!

so many stories

Finishing my second paper and proceed on with another 4 awaits. Well, pretty doom with my E Maths. This is my second attempt to resit this paper. And my calculator got grab. Yea, I'm doing something daring. Bring in the calculator that not suppose to bring. So I end up with Einstien Brain Calculation. I rough guess for most of the value and manual calculate most of them. I feel doom. Just the feeling of I gonna retake again. I guess most the lecturer remember my face. My assumption. ~ Yea, you don't like to see me but I just love maths. How how how~ =.=

Feeling Great

Early morning, I solve my friend problem in doing the reflection with satisfying gradient. Well, great that I manage to discover myself how to do all these by myself. It just easy, first come with inverting the picture, before that you need to make of copy of the image. Then go to layer mask and reveal all. Lastly, control the gradient will do =) Ta dahh~ More to update ^^

PHONE AND KEY LOST

well, careless me lost my phone yesterday. First time, losing something really important in the airport of KLCC. Just forget about it and have a new year mood. Pretty moody yesterday. I even search all the might I can and end up searching in the rubbish bin I dump my MCD meal after finished. Perhaps I got to try lost and found counter once I reach back. Try the luck.

Key lost still not so obvious for me since I know some trick to open luggage. What a day.

WeLCOMe 2011

Reviewing about last year, =) I did a great job !!! I would like to pat on my shoulder and say~ yes, you did well. Like normal years, I stay at "home". Cyberjaya is kind of silent mode. But it is good for me and all of us to have a good rest and do some analysis about yourself.

What I have did:
1) Mountain Climbing (Broga, Saga and Gunung Ledang)
2) Happy relationship with my family, friends and also my beloved ones.
3) Carnival of Japan
4) Decision in leaving Japanese Club and Green Club
5) Enter Wushu Club
6) Bon Odori Performance
7) Part Time Job
8) Self Outing for Exploration and Experience Public Transport
9) Beach Season with my parents
10) My GREAT birthday celebration with Sis and Bro || Wushu Club || Japanese Club
11)PICC Wushu Performance
12) Singapore Wushu Display Performance

Things to find back:
1) Yoga and Wushu
2) Guitar
3) Studies