Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Battery Hide and Seek

Things wear out after time goes. Well, my laptop, calculator, mobile phone, shoes, bag and etc playing with me this few weeks. Pretty frustrated. People say it is weird maybe you are unlucky. Owh, I don't believe in luck. But just for sometimes~

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Foundation Trimester 3 Midterm Break

Since last Thursday I have been fully immersed in this event.
Being a secretary and all post in this event is not an easy job. It needs consistent commitment from all and passion in working together.

Friday, I take part in helping the exhibition division the bring the value and gorgeous
stuff which represent Japan to school. Afternoon till night, I help to do the decoration for food fair.
Saturday and Sunday with endless sleep, here's the event~
For pass few months and days I have been working for the guitar performance
though end up being cancel due to time limit and not up till standard.
You know I seldom focus and develop one thing and this is the result.

Okay, everyday I walk pass this path and back with moonlight shadow.

It was written by me. Luckily I still know how to write Chinese word.
Sunny King my sushi Shi Fu.
For the pass two days I work full time in doing this.
Not to say I never fail and being scold. I did. I did a mess.
I was glad that when people wanting for more for the sushi, and being sad because there is out of stock. I am not proud when people compliment in fact I have much more space to grow in preparing food. It keeps me going though I am phobia of it in trying sushi and my friend offering me bubble tea and ice blended. x.x

My holidays end just like this I did nothing but all this thing. Beside this, I just sleep due to tiredness. Never feel so tired before.

Someone knocks..

This is my first time taking part in swimming competition.
picture above are my university's swimming pool. Since last semester I stop swimming due to
lots and frets of excuses. I skip and miss and so on.
Though this is my foundation year of swimming competition I do really want to make it
a very first experience. With no training, I receive the news yesterday night about this competition and they said they need representative. So I'm in.
I am suppose to have charity work for my friend but I skip I would really like to apologies to him.
The wind blows scarily but cheerfully.
Make me a spiky hair bloom.
Thanks for Sis Jane about the ride.
I was on lane six. Well, all swimmers use the jump board. So I follow,
the things is copyright things is not always good.
This is my first time. I don't even know how to use the jump board,
I only know it is shaky but till the end I manage to handle.
My google due to too much impact when I jump in (not a flawless way)
which is my first time to jump too~
I eyes hit the google and the pool water rush in. I struggle for a while
I know no regret. I can choose to start from the wall. Secure.
But really no regret i try. ~ I have confidence to win the person beside me. Just I use the wrong way to start my match~


They are all good swimmers. Admired their passion.
Men 4x50m

Great~ Good luck for Sheridan !! He is having basketball competition inter campus. Same
like me just that I'm in the water and he is on the land. Well,
I just wondering why the inter campus sport day is not well announced and notified on the bulletin board. Not at all. Not at all.. sad.

Lesson to be leart

WHole morning on the swimming pool I realize something about my life is to focus on one thing. And not keep on tying new things. Concentrate on thing you can but not to deny that trying new thing is good. But focus and aim for the thing you already know is better. And never play a fool of yourself during the competition. like me try to use the jump board end up hurt myself and delay for start. ~

Also not to forget
special thanks for a foreigner swimmer who help me get out of the pool. Thanks for the
pull. I appreciate it a lot man!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

220310 Basketball match~


Perhaps this is the first time I observe an basketball game.
Before in my secondary school, I only get to watch netball competition and being a crew in it.
I like ball games but I have no idea when it comes to the rules and regulation.
You may say that I play for fun.



Bro Sheridan said that it is not as high as the ring we usually have.
Somehow I feel it is tall.


Only one match from 9.15p.m t0 10.45p.m
Thumb up for the third quarter of the match. It's thrill. ( Having sore throat again)
What? I shout ...
You may see that the yellow team is good in term of stamina, body size, and height.
Our team is good in speed but just lack of what they have.
Our team lose in the semi final but...
They break into the circle f semi final. =) don't you feel glad about that?
Yes I am..

Monday, March 22, 2010

Olivia Sonata


I recently quite obsessed with her voice and her breathe. =) It's sweet.
It reminds me of you. Just realize there is song remind me of you.
Like it that's why i give you. And want you to have it.

Blissful Morning

When you smile to the world, the world smile to you~

Early morning, I finally do something so call "now". I went jogging which is something I keep on saying but taking no action at all for about pass 9 months since I start moving to my new University life. I see a lot of things on the way to the nearby park.

Well, the sun is perfect ably warm and handsome. I start to jog and breath alternately. Soon reach the place. I know my body is long lord halt since I last jog was last early of the month. So I would not force myself to run like an athlete just simple walk and jog. I see a lot of perfect pictures suit scenery. It is serene. Nobody but the authority. They sweep the floor, they blow the floor, they trim the trees and so on.

I seem to be the only soul there. I feel contented. All the natural color flood my mine. Well, I saw a pretty big lizard swimming in the lake with his head on the water. It looks like snake. Well, I enjoy at first but then for safety purpose I rush all my way along the lake. Haha. Silly me. I meditate then sleep on the bench. Breathing and talking to the wind. They are charming.

When I feel the energy is back to me. I smile and leave the place. Slowly jog back to my place. I see morning glory greet me and welcome me back home. Here I am!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

50 note, fiffy noted



OKay this maybe something typical for you. BUt do you notice there is a icon of 50 with Malaysia liked color? try to find others notes. They is no such icon. Wow i feel so bless and don't feel like using this 50 notes but keep it. Hehhe..

Endless Story


ENDLESS STORY
REIRA starring YUNA ITO

Lyrics: D.A.THOMAS
Music: D.A.THOMAS
Romaji & English translation by: cori
From the single, ENDLESS STORY

If you haven't changed your mind
soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
If you haven't changed your mind
I want you to be by my side Tonight

tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
osanasugita no Everytime I think about you baby
ima nara ieru I miss you
It is hard to say I'm sorry
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I was tired of acting strong
I was too young Everytime I think about you baby
Now I can tell you that I miss you
It is hard to say I'm sorry

* tatoeba dareka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
utaitai kono uta wo
owaranai story tsudzuku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
For instance, I want to sing this song
not for someone else, but for you
The endless story continues into this radiance
I always want to tell you always, forever

Memories of our time together
kesanaide kono mama don't go away
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Memories of our time together
don't disappear, they stay like this, they don't go away

atatakaku tokedashite tashikameru no
yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
setsunai hodo ni I'm missin' you
kasaneta te hanasanaide
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Beginning to melt warmly & make certain,
the drops of kindness spread on my chest
I'm missin' you so much that I'm sad
Don't let go of my hand upon yours

tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
utaitai kono uta wo
owaranai story taema nai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
For instance, if the wish comes true,
I want to sing this song for you again
The endless story with an endless love
tell me why tell me always & forever

Thanks drk. Now I know the meaning of the song and the what you mean by story telling.
I never know the story can be such meaningful one.

Saturday High Five

Sizzling afternoon, I decide to go to my sister house. And have my simple lunch there with drk. Then off we go to shopping mall. We stop by at sense cafe. Gathered point for my brother too. We ordered our drinks and food as well. I have my muesli shake and drk have his latte.. [so milk like]. Spending two hours plus playing millionaire game.

Then we split up and go on our own way. We go out to eat together. Preferably I feel the Japanese ramen taste bad at the stall. Somehow I cannot waste the food. I finish it.

Time is pretty short. =) but I was glad. I get to spend time with santa cruz. Hhhe drk guitar. Nice one. Not sure when I grow the bond with drk's guitar.

Seeing drk's memo is more fun. Hehe glad that memo sending me home too~ Love you*2 ^^

Hair Cut

This few days, I was feeling pretty down. This kind of feeling haunted me for nearly two weeks. Now I am getting better. I grow. I learn. I was glad I have people I love around and those who love me. Who needs me. I feel I life on purpose. I was real sorry for making my readers and loved friends and family worry about me.

Yes, I am strong. Because of you guys. Well, this Friday I having a hair cut due to the hot and spicy weather. It still long so I decided to cut when I reached home. The hairstylist still remember me well, we chit chat and say see you next time. Haha this is the third time I ma finding him to help me cut my hair hoho.~

Well. Following with eating with my brother and sister at my sis nearby food stall. Nice. ^^ at eight I wa having a meeting with sis Jia Yi. She gives me some comment about my singing part. I was glad to learn from her too thanks!!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Mix Feeling

I just come to a sudden conclusion that I do not know myself well. Recently, my sight and thought just can't let go things like money, majoring to choose, performance, drama, relationship with others, what's on with myself (lagging and slow updated makes myself upset all time long) and etc.

Well, sometime I was just too loose and too tight. I just cannot manage to be on the center point. I like to try a lot of things but seldom focus on certain things. I did take part in two first time audition. One is talentime which falls on 18/3 and another is an cultural night live band performance. I tried but the result is not so well entertaining. I got no news and another one got bad news. Ok, i believe 75 percent people ever got this kind of experience and non of them welcome the atmosphere of being rejected. I am one of them.

My time is too much yet less. How should I put it. Okay, I am impatient in certain way. For the pass two days, I receive notice of practicing drama in school at night 10pm. It is kind a shock for me, cause I never receive meeting at such a cool time and i-do-not-want-to-go-time. I end up going there anyway. First day I wait for one and a half hour and the meeting was canceled. Second day, I wait for half and hour and keep calling person in charge. They said no meeting. I am real piss off. I spent my time like XXXX.

I am getting lazier in jogging, swimming, studying, room cleaning routine and even cooking. I am still thinking of a way to kill the virus which deeply implement in my mind and soul. I feel like a shit on a road. What's on relationship. No comment but sometime I think the real me is not wanting someone belong with me, not wanting someone to be around just to keep me feel that I am with someone. I don't have friends. I don't join bunch of people having lunch and giggling for jokes i the cafeteria. I don't join friends in class, class end I will automatically vanish in front of people sight too. Sometime get some pity perspective from my friends and they just hoo-haa with me then bye-bye.

Well, I can just say nothing goes well. I am gloomy like a story actress. Walking on the needle beam with no shadow. I die I die.

Food Again


After long term indulgence in my University life. I feel nothing else is nice to eat.
I can't find the joyness of eating too~.Well, eating spaghetti like eating rice.
When I was young, I never ever dare to think about sniffing all these food.
And now.. what happens??

Another mee... phobia...