Preserved State Karen

When Malay's Raya Celebration meets my study week. I have more privilage to be absolutely preserved at home. The most travelled only my room size. I will sleep, online, eat, sleep, etc. Deja Vu. I know it is very harzardous to my health. So, I need to make something to make myself travel more. No activity right now. Until term break and coming sem. ^^ Looking forward to it. As my parents will be first time visiting me somesort so called my "oversea university, accomodation, and everything I involved". Well, I will be welcoming my second semester soon, new faces, new room, new air conditinal, new white board, new chair, new lecture, new concept and new me. Haha.

Goodie goodie, I must appreciate my FOSEE year more. As this is the last year of my Sis and Bro who always be the first and only one to bring me around. So, let's rocks for this year. Sure and the following year. I want to explore this piece of Malaysia part for so long. Now here I come so need to travel everytime if I got the chance. Besides, something shock crush me. My mum suggests me to travel and entire turely first time I heard she said that: SINCE YOU LIKE OVERSEAS SO MUCH, WHY DON'T YOU GO AND PERSUE YOUR DREAM FOR NEXT YEAR. All of the sudden, the crikets sings and angel ALELUYAH~ . Well, yea I agreed this is what I want, till I come to here and settle for my new life in west Malaysia, I guess I will stick to here and develop more before I proceed.

I know I can go if I want to. It is really a good chance for me to get my passport and swim further. I know among my family I am the only one who never go further than Malaysia. The furthest still Penang, the food heaven, Tsunami hell. Okay, the nearest one Singapore. I do not even step on it. Fly across? I don't think so. The number of my travelling can be clearly present using my long plumb fingers. I am not ashamed of it, not to say I am poor, I am contented with what I have to travel around. Still remember, during my secondary year, guess is third grade, I keep on showing off said that I want to go overseas after my high school year. Still, I am still here.

My weakness is my English, now it is again English. Guess, I will finish my studies here in at least get a degree before I proceed. I know time is not a problem even if I go overseas right now. Everything will start over again, I need to suit the food, weather, people slang, transportation problem, understanding problem [everything is in foreign language], suit the currency there, limited physcial activity, not sure about it as I never do any research about it. I do not have any host family there even to say my sibling. Only one sista in England, still I do not want to bring any distrubance to them. I hope to be on my on. In foreign country to start off, I think I will surely need to have at least friends or family.

Okay, let's stop here. More and more will be pop up and my decision will be on the edge of the sharp pointed plank if I do not stop this.