Patience Checklist

I wander how much patience do I have. Well, today, I have an appointment with someone. We deal to meet each other at two. Again, I wait her for one hour, till someone asking me to call her up. Things is she leave without bringing her mobile phone. She does all these purposely? No idea. Right after an hour, she didn't seem to be shocked or anything, she just says I have no time now.. I am late now for other event. Oh yea, you are totally late. Fine, fine, be patient. Stay calm. I just shy away, cause if I complaining about something I always lose and I will distrub someone who is gentlement and kind hearted. Bless him, hope his injuries is under speedy recovery.

Secondly, let me ask you a quesiton. Will you lend your money to a totally stranger and someone who is foriegn? I did. I am not sure why I did. Someone say concentrated on what you have but not what you miss. The question is, the things I have is money, the things I miss is also money. How does it works? I will go on and on like a loop. I bet some foriegner have totally no idea how hard I try to save money for a guitar, and here you go. She said she need it. Then after few moment, she turns to a guy beside me and borrow somemore. =.= SHE never mention about return. So is it their culture? Too rich or too poor I can't say. Patience. Smile girl. I have to be so. Try hard but most of the time I fail. Treat as I donate to charity, I bring fame to my country, I pick up someones note and etc.

Still, when you are about to settle down. Breathe then another problem pops up again. Someone who is so so.. so... well, try to judge him and her another way. Well, in case I am not hurt everythings is ok. Now I am totally a mess. Good grief.