Friday, October 30, 2009

My heart is raining

Time passes, I am a walking pointer. Looking at nothing but me. This week what I can conclude is a bit lost of myself. When I was on my shoes, I wonder can this second stop? Can I rewind and walk back, can I stop where I suppose to go.... etc... I am not sure.

Recently kind of busy with paper work. People come and go till I have really no time for them. At night when I come to a stop and recall. I am lonely and I am mad of it. I am not sure why. How and what should I do. I like to be busy but when everything stop I just kind of lost. I seem like needing something but something that I can also not explain. It s kind of complicated. When I don't have it I carving for it. When I got it I try best to leave it. How should I put it.

I don't know.. feeling like... like... haiz..

2 comments:

  1. hm...it reminds me of one film I watched but I forgot the title d...it's about a nurse who owez working 24 hours, then she met with an accident and yea..a lot of happen then...hahaha...yea...sumtime being a workaholic doesnt make us good...sometimes stdy smart is better than study hard...u know what imean..hm..mayb u feel lonely cuz try to reflect do u spend ur times to know bout others or ur frenz..? I read be4 "People dun care how much you know until they know how much u care.." ..yeah..u will rebelling me " Im not workaholic or nerdy.." ..haha..

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  2. Well, I agreed what you have said. I am a workaholic ever since my secondary school. Nerdy,...I am not sure about that. I am flooded with clubs paper work which due two or three days after and some is continuous. When I was busy those I love approach me .. I have really no time for them.. it is hurts to tell so. When I finish portion of the work and breathe they all gone.. totally i mean. ...anyway thanks for you advice. I will learn from it..

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