Sunday, November 1, 2009

Step in and out of the death zone

Yesterday I have just discovered that I actually love this kind of movie. ^^ So in love with the character. They are perfect. So more action. Clean and the angle is just nice. Lead me around the fantasy world.

Previous of whole day depress has end. They are seems like an episode of life, which I have said before they are just like wave. I reach the negative amplitude but soon bounce back. Thanks for my closest friends and family support, advice and etc. I most important I want to thanks is Bro Sung Ha. He saves my life when I am about to stepping out of the window. My life saver. Life can end with many ways, like, you want it to be certain pattern (suicide), or without your knowledge (murdered), with your last breathe (sickness),unavoidable (accident)...etc. When you choose to live there is always being a reason.

I am just a shadow of an dark angel, who do not feel like stepping out of my room, who do want to talk at all, do not want to do anything at all, feeling depress when the more people who concern me, call me, sms me, msn nugg me... the more they ask about why and how adnormal am I since I step on this ground. The more I feel like leaving the world. But try to look back the world. It is still a value for me to stay. My mission to repay the world and make it a better world is not yet complete. That's the reason why I was born. Just like animal, creatures or anything. They fight so hard just to protect and give birth to tiny little things which bring hopes and happiness to the world.

Loving things keep on surrounding us, it is kind of was if we keep on blindfolding ourself and not to see the real world. Silly am I too.

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