The World Of Music

I love Nodame at the first sight ^^

Chiaki Senpai~

Accidently found this piece. At first I though of giving up watching this drama. Well, honestly I found weird and bored to watching in the beginning. The sense is the more I watch the more I fall in love with. I live Japanese drama because I learn a lot from it. Basically, I didn't mean to be rude to comment others movie. Just from my personal point, I still prefer Japanese movie which is something good to treasure.

I love music than before after watching this and I know that after sometime this feeling will fade and I will grow to new things and new movie. I still want to keep this passion on and on. I understand at this age of mine, 18 is still an ambiguous figure for my interest. I may like this in this moment but ditch it another moment. I still like to be adventure and treasure more about music. I am good in drawing. Still, I think I good in the form of imitating others. Not my own creation artwork or original masterpiece. This is something I want to express since a long time ago. I know I can draw still I think I am not this field. The longer I get into this field I will end up plagarism which I strongly force me out of it.

New things to try is music. I wander how much can I go into this world. I want to travel which seems to be a big bad rotten joke to show in front of others. I know my eagerness to go foriegn country is not storng enough!! I still wander if I really want to go oversea and what is the point of going overseas. Still my plan is to travel around the whole world and communicate with them in my own way. Still sorry for me to say I am not sure which feild am I good at. People around the world are my big piece of mirror. I know I may be look down from others, there maybe babe prodigy standing at the same stage with me. As said in the movie, I seem like a big fish in a small pond. I like in a universe with unlimited wildness and wall.

I feel hard to go through all the notes which I am holding. I will still try hard to go through one by one. I don't have the basic of music as my family history non of them inherited music gene. My parents never encourage me to touch music. I will always be the one to watch other enjoying on the piano chair, guitar smell, violin heat and black feather, white roses and pearl beads. I am not a Christian but I am not a critis. I know God is calling all of us. ^^ Whenenver I feel the wind, the bell chime, the birds chirping happily in the mood of Spring. Lovely fragrance of the tiny white flowers laying grazily among the green peas. Able to open your arm chest wide, closing your rise you may feel the humidity and the blue green aura of grass which awaits you.

Sorry for bringing you out of the topic again. My thought is just like what am I thought reflects what I am typing right now. Still, I get the courage to touch the notes and promise to not only touch it but treasure it. Never forgive half-hearted person.

I want to create something I like which burn my passion till I forget about the time tickling by my ear. And surprisingly I shout: Ah! It's morning, I have forgeted how long I have been sitting here doing this and that!

Thing to be figured out.