My heart is raining

Time passes, I am a walking pointer. Looking at nothing but me. This week what I can conclude is a bit lost of myself. When I was on my shoes, I wonder can this second stop? Can I rewind and walk back, can I stop where I suppose to go.... etc... I am not sure.

Recently kind of busy with paper work. People come and go till I have really no time for them. At night when I come to a stop and recall. I am lonely and I am mad of it. I am not sure why. How and what should I do. I like to be busy but when everything stop I just kind of lost. I seem like needing something but something that I can also not explain. It s kind of complicated. When I don't have it I carving for it. When I got it I try best to leave it. How should I put it.

I don't know.. feeling like... like... haiz..

PLay~

Today is a guitar day for me, I spent my whole day on it not until I feel my finger are worn. I learn to strum. The sound still hurts my ear so hope I can get on it soon. ^^ Thanks for Bro Marty for tutoring me. Thanks very much. I still cannot do what he teaches but when he is doing it, only words to describe flawess. I do realy hope when I get to know more about my guitar, the first guitarist I want to meet is Bro Jung Sung Ha. Haha. Not a joke. Hehe.. my dream.

Well, my health condition is still the same. My voice is still thick nothing seems to help. Hmm, I will and must recover soon. I don't like to speak with thick voice which I also do not know what am I saying even my gramma misrecognize my sound. So.. so..

Nebula Reunion

Today, I accidentally meet my new-known friend, Bro Mohommad. It is funny when talking about how we meet. It was on my birthday. When I was walking to school, he suddenly approach me and ask me about the way to school. He pointed else where which is still in the compound of condominium saying "is this MMU?" haha.. he is probably a freshie and a foreigner.

I don't mind showing him the way to go by keeping him side by side with me. Since then I get to know a lot of him. He is a humble guy, saying that he has no good english pronounciation. To me, your English is far more better than others. ^^ Today, I meet him once again he still decent looking one. Telling me that he got a proper place to live in and thanks me again and again. He is kind of cute cause when I get to know his name he said "nice name huh?" I never have a chance to tell him my name but who knows? The nebula tells the story...

Secondly, another story rewrite again within the friction produce by the white feather on the paper page.... I am not sure who is this guy again. Friendly and bubbly. Dunno his name once again. I am not sure I am gonna to know more UNKNOWN friend in future. He just walk pass me and said "may I join you". For sure, lolx. He is always the one who start the conservation but he tells me a lots of craps and seems like a lifesucker. Sorry, but guess you are a bright one ~ all the best to you. Health concious guy lolx.

Third, meet Sis Maria again the foreigner. Well, I don't manage to call her cause I have thick voice with flu teasing me lolx. Dizzy now.. talk later. So sick no love songs.. so .. so so o..

The Melody

Looking back on the calender of the past. Big red circle I did on my calender this year. It is my parternal granny 1st anniversary funeral. I remember it clearly the water beats crawling away from the head of the pipe rythmicly at my home. I feel there is something wrong going to happen. I seldom believe in my six sense.

"Ring..." the phone rang.

"Ring...." it rings the second time.

"Ring Ring.." third time it goes.

My mum is calling. With the steady voice, she said "my gramma passed away peacefully this afternoon". I know among my family member the one hurt the most might be my father. Cause I can see and feel the commitment and filial he shows indirectly all these year since I was born. I already pick up the sense of my brain when I am still holding the phone....

Things go on and on. Time pass like I am standing on the pavement unmovable starring at the traffic light go red and green again and again. Cars and people gushing horizontally and vertically within the grayscale of my memory. This is the first time I experience death. Before that I have no memory at all. I do not even know what is it about. Now, hearing the clock tickling I realise people come and go. They are mortal.

Wish my lately beloved gramma always happy and peace in the ocean blue sky.

Sweet Eighteen~ Breakin

Yea 19/10/1991 I was born.

I do cherish this moment cause this is the first time

I celebrate my birthday "oversea" and in my Uni life~

Thanks for friends wishes, heartbreaker presents, birthday wishes, tonnes of sms and comments

and you name it.

Vege lover

No time to focus cause suffer from hunger for whole day

Nice and cute cake

My favourite fruits

I can me crazy at any moment I like

Kampai

Pacifier -- tomato spagetti

Peach, cookies, rums and chocolate flavour.

You mix it.

My musse fruit cake

Wishing upon the star

Peace like always

touching moment

18 is legal

Thanks Bro

looks like Yang Zhung Wei

Nice pictures

After finish karaoke and dinner session, we go play basketball at the early 20/10 morning. I start to catch cold and sneezing uncontroblely. I love to sweat but I hate to sneeze. Playing, shouting, adoring, dueling and so on. So fun~ Feel so alert after this. Went back and settle down. It is 4 am the time which my beloved sis sleep. I still awake.~

Favoured GANG trip~

Briefing...

Saturday night reached
Unpacked my things and watch "THE PESSENGER" movie until morning 1 o'clock. Slumber party in my bro house.

Sunday morning
3a.m - heavy rain and spoky night
7.30a.m- Sis wakes me up~
8.00a.m - Play with Blackie (hamster)
8.15a.m Breakfast (MAN YEE NOODLE)
8.45a.m Reach destination
KEEP ON CYCLING~
2.30p.m Ice cream treat
Back home~ REST
watch movie
Eat
Rest
BBall playing
Shopping
Eating
Back home
ZZzzz.. sorry no more energy to type.. i will upload soon.