When you are nobody but somebody...

If you are one of the fanatic of Tohoshinki, you may know that Max is the youngest in the groupie. As for me, I am also the youngest among the family. I cannot deny that being the youngest has no priviledge at all. Anyway the biggest hope also lies within.

Morning, peeping through the tan aluminnium frama, the wind gives me the hint that he comes and visiting me. Flirt with my emotion and leave me with soothe warmth. I am thinking. I actually think. Why I am still here? Everyone is moving. My concept and theory is dead. I always love to be the youngest, now no more. What are you still day dream of? Whack myself and wipe of my saliva. People grow. Me? I still cannot find a room to settle but still find with great effort. When you cannot find a room in this world. It may be tough for you. Nowadays, I guess I need to be more independant among my family. Being senpai of the young and future generation of my family and extended family. Though I still kind of mad that my family cares me less than before. Since the born of the new one. This is why I hate to be with young one.. especially though who looks innocent and yerns for more attention. Now, I got to change my childish and stubborn point of view! I need to grow. Can I?

Ash (fake name): Hey Karen, I guess you look better if you trim your front hair with straight fringe and DYE IT!

Me: No, I don't like to be cute and stupid. Anyway I love original BLACK!

Tom(fake name): Hey Karen, you look nicer if you keep your long hair.

Me: Well, may try it. See how it works!

Wait a minute, I change according to what people want me to be like? What am I doing. The reason is I tend to forget about myself but others. I don't like to be so, but I am. Suddenly feel like a barbie doll and even a clown in this world. What is the feeling when most of them and some of them who is important to you and you just start to grow trust on him or her recently ignored you?

And I change because of them and yern for their attention? Will I still be me? Or will be still be I.

WOoo... Nice movie ever

Can you be as calm as you do now?

What do you think?

Will this happen soon? What will you want to say and want to do when there is an end?

Where can we find a aerospace ship?

Will we meet there?

It is so action yet real~

Touching in every single leaving, thrilling in every crushing famous unique building,

heartbreaking in every single hero dies~

I admired this actor a lot, he bears a father and a specialist. I admired what he had said and everything.

SuShi Desu~!

this is the new product of my housemate again.

Not as nice as the before one.. but not bad..

can try.~ for me is 5/10.

Hmm Firday come...thinking of where to go...

Bing~ I go watch 2012 with my buddies.
Here we have our SUSHI BAN GO HAN~
Sakae Sushi.


Cute lil girl peep at us~

You will never realise when you eat.

Haha.. Here I end. 2012 hahha.

Sakana Bollu~

Reach home sure find this things..

Where to begin?

No idea, ever since my last post. This week is kind of busy as having my own JCS booth duty and entering new level of Japanese Language class. Well, I am glad that I have been chosen to be captian of the class yet I look for so long since I was in secondary school. Yet I have been chosen as assistant of head prefer. Other than class rep. Until now, so far so good, I get to know all my classmate well and also my own club HiCom more...

People like Sis Yi Huei, Sis Zaty, Sis Evonne, Bro Ho Kee, Bro Wooi Sin, Bro Wan, Bro Aaron, Bro Reza, Sis Tze Wei, Sis Carmen, etc and lots more I didn't get the chance to mention. They are born to be love. They are someone who is fun to be with. I appreciate all the moment we laugh of nothing, something and everything. I participate in TM streamyx game too. Win no cash but memories. Take twice one with my bro gang another with my course mate .. they rocks!!

I had tried on shooting yesterday, as my school's Archery Club having exibition. So take up the chance to pay some bucks as to try something I think is cool since young. The image of people shooting is so preserved since 6 years old I am. It is quite hard for me cause my hand muscle does not well build so kind of shaky when I reach the extreme.

Thanks for the IS instructor. Thanks bro. Anyway I didn't shoot on the point I want. Somemore I hurt my hand due to the elasticy of the bow. Still appreciate the moment I try. I meet SIs Si Wei there too. JUst know her.

Not long ago, I go for another meeting. New society I have entered. Totally no clue of who they are and where they are and I don't care at all. Until I realise how important they are. Well, I riskly take up this which has long rusted in my soul. Guess, for my blog follower should know what is it. As there is nothing much to spread it all over my blog again and again. I meet Bro Junior. Such a cool name. ^^ I am his only member. Somehow we will and we must get a long together well. Hope to know him more. Kind of hard to decode. He is someone who is call pretty boy in Taiwan theory. Someone who pamper their outlook, all the way they do and etc. Nice to work with "new" people. I like it.

Besides, newly known people in the meeting there said I look like faculty of management one? Do my looks tell you so? I am engineering.... You in third year (gamma year)? Still Elemetary(FOundation year/alpha year)..... I look so not like I do? Haha.. Who cares. I change from time to time.

Emo Mao

She knows how to indulge herself well, sleep on my lap and laze nicely ~

(-.-)

Emo~

Act innocent haha.

Moshi moshi. Watashiwa ukeitzukei desu.

Today I spent most of my time with her.

Karen- strumming Miley Cyrus piece

This is my third attempt. I will have a better one soon~ I would like to hear from you.

HouseMate treat

If you feel interested to taste some please do not hesistate to tell me

cause my housemate is doing house delivering NOODLE

which called "LIANG MIAN"

Dear Readers,

Noodle of Xin Jiang, China. Stall you can't find cause this is made by my housemade

They all, sisters come from China.

Nice. For me, I am not good in eating spicy food so still a bit spicy for me.

But really nice. Somehow I feel happy after eating it. Lolx.

Way too full as they give me to try with a bowlful of noodle.

Basically I am cooking myself recently so I got to finish things I cook too~

Not long ago 11/11/2009 my another HE housemate birthday!!

Happy birthday! This is what they share with me when I coming back from school's meeting

about 11.20p.m

They sent to my room. And I got to finish it with heavy eyes in front of the computer~

Nice but too thick

See how thick it is...

Anyway thanks for my housemate. SUddenly treat me so nice. Not to say, I do feel something wrong or something onus going to happen ?haha Who cares.

Recent Ribbon

Actually I want to match with apple green. Somehow my sister having problem with the color.

So I sacrify by changing the obi with her.

My lovely chinese friend in my Elementary year.

Cute VP ^^. I like her. Doesn't mean I am homo. But I like her Yukata, her and also her smile. Perfect master piece of God.

Anyone who miss it this year, don't be sad. You may join next year.

Yukata is basically a Japanese Garment which is made of cotton. It is usually weared during the summer. Yukata is different from kimono because of the texture. Kimono is made of silk. Yukata is weared during the firework, bon odori fest, after bath and etc. They are yukata for guys too. Young generation is recommended to wear light color. In fact, during the olden days yukata is printed in indigo color only. Somehow, now a variety of color flood in the market due to the trend and demand. Well, old one wears dark blue or any darker in color printed in geometry shape. Wow, that mean I represent the old one? haha.. Joke.

Having a lot of fun there. Wonderful people, lots of my friends attend and meeting my senior there. They are kind and humoring. I like them.

Today, after coming back from school. Funny things happen. I heared someone forget to paid you money or on debt?? Then I listen more and more. Now listen, what I listen before is actually a mistake. He is saying "AleexxxCHIUuu.." (he is sneezing...-.-) hahahha...

Speechless Straight and thrilling drama

Well, I am not sure whether to said it is nice or not. As a 18, I must said that it is not suitable for under 18. Need matured mind to decode the meaning inside the movie. I feel like messing around with my hair with both of my hand when things get complicated. I like the suspen part of this movie. It makes be predict and predict which I win for multiple time. But till the end I still being manipulated by the director. Lots of killing and kissing part.

Foodie Goodie

French Fried Rice

Food I recently ate. Haha. Take so long to upload my recent things. Things being delay cause I feel tired. Now is morning 2.33a.m. Finish doing my club paperwork. ^^ Will have my breakfast later on. Haha.

Song inspired me hehe.. share with you guys. Lets work together to make the event come true.

Bubbly

I will do it better. Sorry, I know the sound hurts your ear haha. Still beginner. Growing on the way.

Through my window

Such a lovely and relieve picturesquare. This week I have quite a busy but lovely week. I meet and get to know more about my collegue. We are now not so call collegue but friends and brothers and sisters. They are really nice people who were selected from the good one. We work together, make ufn of each other, enjoy the every single day and care for each other.

Two day pass, I finally grab on the roadside mic. Together with my friends sing "Through my Window". It was definatedly a memorable memory for me. As I seldom get the chance for suit myself well in a big group. So whenever I got the chance to be with a groupie.. I cherish and pray silently this moment will never gone. So for so call. I pray.....for each and everyone be happy like the moment now we spent together. The scent was actually heart breaking. We sing, we play, we take pictures, we work, we can be seen in serious manner, funny manner even naughty manner. I was blessed haha. Lovely and thanks.

Lots of tiny bits happen this week, which fulfil the eager of mine. I played my very first song, I share my life experience with about 40 plus coursemates during the SHOW AND TALK SESSION. I have control very much about my emotion to finish talking everything. I miss something cause I still think of keeping it. KNowing my group is such a wonderful kids and was happy and greatful to watch their presentation. They have different characteristic but they show the innocent and childhood like gesture when they talk about their things. Funny and cute.

NOt to say, this week finally meet with WU SENSEI. Love her more than words. Still so lovely, we talk about Christmas and also taking pictures.

My first guitar progression as a BEGINNER

Step in and out of the death zone

Yesterday I have just discovered that I actually love this kind of movie. ^^ So in love with the character. They are perfect. So more action. Clean and the angle is just nice. Lead me around the fantasy world.

Previous of whole day depress has end. They are seems like an episode of life, which I have said before they are just like wave. I reach the negative amplitude but soon bounce back. Thanks for my closest friends and family support, advice and etc. I most important I want to thanks is Bro Sung Ha. He saves my life when I am about to stepping out of the window. My life saver. Life can end with many ways, like, you want it to be certain pattern (suicide), or without your knowledge (murdered), with your last breathe (sickness),unavoidable (accident)...etc. When you choose to live there is always being a reason.

I am just a shadow of an dark angel, who do not feel like stepping out of my room, who do want to talk at all, do not want to do anything at all, feeling depress when the more people who concern me, call me, sms me, msn nugg me... the more they ask about why and how adnormal am I since I step on this ground. The more I feel like leaving the world. But try to look back the world. It is still a value for me to stay. My mission to repay the world and make it a better world is not yet complete. That's the reason why I was born. Just like animal, creatures or anything. They fight so hard just to protect and give birth to tiny little things which bring hopes and happiness to the world.

Loving things keep on surrounding us, it is kind of was if we keep on blindfolding ourself and not to see the real world. Silly am I too.