Hah I am back

I stop Taekwondo since 2006. Vaguely remember I am an active and obidient learner at Kuching. Everytime when I think about it, I seems like having a daydream. Yesterday night, finally I make a decision to go back to Taekwondo. I try to retrace back all the information of MMU's. Luckily I meet kind senior who share with me about what she knows to answer my curiosity.



Lots of strategies to learn. Lots of pain, blood and sweat awaits to endure. After the massive training. My feet undergo ghetto situation. My skin wear off. What I got from my senior they said this is just a phenomena that a beginner will endure. Everything got to start from zero. My fundamental is just like a cat standing at the end of the unbalanced metal beam which hang high up middle of the air. I still don't have much confidence upon my decision. Whether is it right or wrong to go back to Taekwondo. My old injuries will be severe or will there be miracles? I always tend to entertain the persismistic thought first. Crap!!



Back to my studies condition. It still consider fair. I can't really concentrate as I said before my energy wears off. As I often wake up middle of the night. Treasure kisses from mosquito. Another thing which I feel bad about myself is giving trust to people one second ago and brush it off right another moment. I don't have a concentre decision of mine. Sorry to my friends, if I hurt anyone of you so.



I will try to improve if you guys willing to pour kinds of doubt upon me. I don't mind. Really. I am willing to listen to you anytime anywhere. Thanks.