I DIDN'T GET THE SCHOLARSHIP
I'm not sure what to tell you. I'm reluctant or lucky? No specific answer but the infinity. I finally recieve the answer from the angel. Thanks I appreciate that I soon can release all my tension and worriness. I finally can stay with my friends in form 6. I finally can settle down in my new school.
I'm curious. Curious to know why I didn't get it. At leart I can learn from my weakness. Just plainly want to know but not to appeal. I didn't blame them, blame myself or others. Maybe just that I am too perfect that didn't qualify to earn a piece of scholarship. Maybe. To be optimisms. I am STRONG. Yes I am. Please, I want to be STRONG.
Maybe I am not matured enough and find it vague about my future. I don't even have a concrete pictures about my fututre. My ambition is zero yet still discovered.
Anyway, don't worry about me too much friend. You do know that I love you all now and always. I will be fine sooner or later once again a new Karen. You know that. Don't you believe my statement?
I'm strong, hard and strong.
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