Well, you may be confusing about my speechless post: I'm strong. Yea, I suddenly got the news that I am selected to be one of the interviewee of YTM scholarship this monday and I got to plan up my trip right now. Gosh, yea yea my new challenge haha. Actually I have been wondering to go or not to go.
Well, I chat up with my peer. She too worry. We end up a conclusion. That is to go. I am having orientation of my form 6 school. So I got to write in a letter and pack up my things. Lot of preparation to make. Including I need mentally prepare for my interviw and when I come back school already start far too way.
People might be wondering where am I during this two days. Ok I not yet quit but I go for interview. Gone for two days. And I do learn a lot from this two days. My life experience. And I finally know how to express myself. When I recall back about things like my first interview, I mean damn formal type. Kind of ....XXXXXxxxXxx ahahah .. as you know my English is not good as yours, my English is not fluent at all, my Malay is 10% perfect di. hahaha So when I got to compete with world state genius. I'm kind of chicken out.
Hmph, I seems to make it. During this interview, I'm being schedule the same time as to my good friends like Sis Ween Hwa, Bro Kai Zhi, Bro Ramesh, Bro Shaggy, Bro Faris and others. Well, I must thanks Pak Yatim for his concern and kindness that lots of my group C members there example like Sis Wa'fa, Bro Chun Hoe, Bro Banie, Bro Azlan and etc were schedule the day before mine. I'm great to be reunion with all my friends within this short few weeks. The memory of puzzle and the camp group discussion is still hot in my mind. All the best for my beloved friends.
Wednesday night, due to boredom. I go play basketball with Bro Sheridan. Thanks for guiding me about skill of pro BBall. People there is very kind too. I end up having hands muscle pain. I still worry that if tomorrow I got to shake hands with my interviewer my hand will be shaking.
Midnight I have some discussion my Sis and Bro. So all this session has successfully brush away my fear. I wake up early. After preparation, I feel more fresh and more nervour hahaha. When I reach TM building, I saw Sis Ween Hwa then slowly follow up by Bro Kai Zhi and others. So we start to play around and laughing crazily like old friends.
This is really a relax version of interview. My session, there are five boys and I am the only girl. Gosh, and Pro debater and communicater both sides of me. Well, I appreciate it as we inter change our idea and having some fun during the session.
I may be yes or not getting the scholarship but anyway I gain bundle of experience and I'm confidence about it. Since this, I get to know more about me. Tiring trip as straight after two days trip in KL I need to attend my form 6 school again. Somemore I need to stay in the school.
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