all kinds of people

Thanks to Yuris, my in lab partner and also unknown Malay guy. Their behavior and words whack me up. Also brother Jason shared with me something about scholarship. Yea I am in debt with scholarship. Why, cause I failed for the last semester. I low CGPA which seems no return for scholarship. I must admit I have been too playful and adventurous spirit in exploring. Not properly doing my task and pick up my responsibility. I keep on playing trail version of life and wish the mid term exam never comes.

Well, today, I disappoint my IS friend,Yuris, this is incident I can never forget. The Malay friend I met said "You surely got the result huh? You are so smart in the class" [perhaps I feel damn ashamed and feel like dying in second and rest in peace in the cemetery and hope no one knows about me and let me reborn. This is how I feel and finally I got this kind of feel. I have been paying too much concentration in my entertainment, maintaining my relationship, school activities and unknown interruption. NOW WHAT!! Need to clock back myself. I really fear of losing time but it just fling of my hand just like that.~ There are things getting slowed down, like cleaning up my room, taking care of my hygiene, studying in the library, doing revision and etc.

There are always too much to compare with those temporarily freaking hardworking "genius".  I really want to be good but I never do what I said. And that is the result of me and who am I. Don't feel pity on me. I am to feel it myself. A lots of things I know and I forget and a lots of things I try to forget and not forget also there are things I forget, forgets me. WHATEVER!!!

Besides, just now I saw there are genius who walk out of the hall after 15 minutes after the exam starts, there are people who bribing for more time to finish their paper, there are people who stalk around, people who cheat, people who memorize the cord like meditation or praying in the temple. All sorts of people. Perhaps the way I study is not correct at all. And all the people here are here to teach me. I should appreciate them. People like Fouladi, Sharma, Jay, even those I hate, those I love, those I admired, those I jealous and etc. Yes! Thanks!

【承諾】

請不要在我寂寞的時候說，你愛我

請不要在我心碎時說，你可以給我幸福

請不要在我哭泣時說，你可以給我不再哭泣的日子

請不要在我難過時抱我

請不要在我被欺騙時說，你可以給我承諾

更別說因為你愛我，所以諾言會辦到

那是傷我最深最深的你

曾經你是溫柔對我，

曾經你是深愛着我，

曾經你是最保護我，

如今是你拿把刀割著我，還問我【痛麼？】

這愛是多麼的諷刺，一字一畫慢慢的刺著我相信的【承諾】


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心҉情҉館҉＋愛҉是҉如҉此҉傷҉感҉地҉帶҉

Singapore Wushu Display 2010

 Feeling great to have this opportunities to go to Singapore for the Wushu Performance. This is the 5th months I have been in Wushu Club. Thanks to Master Woo, Mrs Woo, all my supported friend, my beloved ones and also my parents for giving me the financial support unconditionally. Here I am and here I experience. Real great. I spend around RM1000 which is an amount of impossible without my parents.

 We went to Universal Studios for the first day.

 My School Team.

Sis Hani, Me, Bro Jin Wen, Bro Muhammad, Bro Nicholas

Bro Su Khi, Jay, Sis Vivian.

We stay in a beary very nice hostel. Thanks to Master Woo and Mrs Woo for all the arrangement.

It is really a very comfy hostel. Nice bed and nice bathroom. Nice breakfast.

46B Smith Street

Chinatown 

Singapore 058956

=Visit=

www.abearygoodhostel.com

 Books for your to read.

 Playing Wii Nintendo for free!! So addicted to the boxing Wii Sport.

 Notebook provided and you can update your facebook, twitter status always. Even blogging.

Safe and nice trip we had. Love the surrounding in Singapore. Psssp, my first time to oversea country.

Bless me more to be coming to me!! I meet friends from TARC also TSUN JIN not to say friends from Singapore.!~ Love you all

House Trapping

Just wondering which topic to put for these. As the house trap seems to surpass the winter solstice so I guess I will move back to my house trap story.

Well, this kind of incident happen quite a lot of time. Today I miss my 4 hours class and end up waiting for rescue for 3 hours plus after lock myself outside the door. I just assume it to be lucky. I get more rest and get one reading with one of the book I borrow yesterday called "EAT THE FROG" by Brian Tracy. 

I feel great after reading the book. Next is to practice what I read. Perhaps I would like to share some nice sentence I got from there.

become action oriented person. A common quality of high-performance men and women is that when they hear a good idea, they take action on it immediately. As a result, they learn more, learn faster, and get much better result. Don't delay. Try it today.

Ask yourself why haven't I reached my goal? What is it that is holding me back? Whatever your answers is, take action immediately. Do something and do anything. But get started.

Practice and repeating is import to exercise yourself. Make every minutes counted. 

Nothing can add more power to your life than concentrating all of your energies on a limited set of targets.There is more to life than just increasing its speed.

It is in the compelling zest of high adventure and of victory, and of creative action that man finds his supreme joys.

YES I AM READY TO EAT THE UGLIEST FROG!!

Days of Traveling

From Cyber to Kuching and Kuching to Cyber.

I start to be independent on the way back to my hometown. 

Well, I love my hometown. Not to say food. I love my family there. 

My almost-two-year-old nephew also my super size naughty cousin.

They are incredible and make me love and hate the place at the same time.

This is call human nature base. I guess. I am living with feeling.

I done my passport for further travelling. Wish me all the best and more to update soon. 

I sleep a lot in my hometown which I appreciate that a lot. I never get so much sleep ever since then.

I like it!! I spend most of the time in my own room and doing stuff enjoying everything 

in front my laptop. Looking at my laptop now. I just feel like I just reached my hometown from the

cabin. I wish I wish. 

Lesson by a friend

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class 
And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, If the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked The students again
If the jar was full.. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand 
And poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the Empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that This jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions – 
Things that if everything else was lost 
And only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for The pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time And energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for The things that are
Important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time 
To clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for A couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls" 
I just did......

Hectic but FUN

Well, first time keep track on German. People there are professional and polite. Good impression for there. Perhaps one day I can go there and study. =) 

First time organizing binding camp. The feeling is great though I still having some problem is time management.

Overall is good and thanks to Jay.

First time need to be Organizer, Emcee and Coordinator. 

Not easy.

At night another training in Huo Yuan Jia. I throughly feel the fun =) With Jay, Vivian and Muhammad. Well, I should say thats the feeling I feel towards wushu. Long lost feeling and I like it. Together go MCD until morning 2am.Well totally up I only sleep 2 hrs for two days! COol