The Wishes

The earliest blog post ever. I can't really sleep, I don't feel like sleeping.

Life still goes on.

Well, I have pretty tough time yesterday.

Suffering things I mess up, and breathe with the bleeding heart.

Cry does help but in case it is the best way for me to express when

no one is there for you. And no more one is there for you.

Laughing at the mirror, I just feel like I am the worst actor after all.

I was totally revenge by my own self.

Thanks for all the people who step into my life.

I never feel so grateful until yesterday. I am contented.

I am a fish who live in the sea but still want for more.

I am just a normal lil fish who swims in the sea

so lost in the moment.

Why now? I don't know. Maybe now is better than then.

No matter how I will have these days to suffer.

=) This is what I get in return of hurting people.

Sorry can't help anything. Thing had said is already a yesterday.

Things I had tried to attempt as to alter, I did.

Nothing change.

First time feel like being flung out the window when you are no more wanted.

Haha. That feeling is just like a broken string helium balloon.

Lose grab from the hand of a lil kids.

I can't help to be the child, I am still immature.

Maybe that is the reason why I still crying until now.

Any suggestion to stop crying?

Doing everything like I forcing myself to see, do things with the blur vision.

Wish you all the best

Had things that you had.

Sorry for those who I had hurt.

Thanks for being so kind and warm to conquer and accept

my stubborn and silly thinking.

You guys had done a lot that things I can't see with my swollen eyes.

Never until it is written and shown.

I am blind.

I will be fine.

Can someone tell me to stop waiting?

I wait like a fool.

Suddenly lose the stimulus of smiling.

Something wrong with my muscle.

All the things stop. Now I am the one who stop.

I don't want to go further.

Asking people to live a life you want is really bad things to do.

You want someone to be happy

cause he or she is too good to be with.

I don't like to be a dragger, sound like I am acting karma.

In the end. I'm the one who feel hurt.

Dying.