Day Three in KL

We start up by early in the morning. Then we are informed that we got 6 meals everyday. So one the the facilitator tell me, do you think we all will gain some weight after back home. I said " should be actually is a very things la. "

Ice breaking starts with strategies of clapping hands. Then we place according to group like those with spec, those with tie, those with baju kuring, those with tudung, those ....etc. So we keep on changing group. When they said we got to remember all the members name. Gosh. I found out that Malay girl is kind of hard to remember. So i try to remember their color of tudung and baju kurung. But i still fail la... I only remember Shaff, Wei Ting, Eleen, June, Soh, Peggy, Lim, Wafa, Jay, Fatimah and .....

Then we got to dance as representative of our state. -.-. Sigh, why need to make us do this kind of things huh? Haha. But still nice la. Finally once we are divided into new group. We need to make ourselve personal Indentifivation card just like a car. one infront and one at the back. Till make some of the people in the canteen ask me by calling me the right name. So I wander and foundo ut the my name plate is pin dead at my back.

This is a very long day with lots of introducing session and eassay writing lolz

Day Four in KL

Early morning we skip sleep together, we are Brother Joshua, Brother Kai Zhi and Brother Chun Hoe, Sister Lim and me. We chat in the canteen together with fun things. There is no piece of shadow in anyway round.

We do the Jigsaw puzzle in SURAU. This is really the very first time I enter the surau. haha. This day, i forget to set alarm but luckily I sleep for one hour and wake up by 7.00a.m. i still reach the gathered place quiet late. Even Penghulu and the leader of the exercise come late. Nevermind, we learn from our mistake. Today, i finally perspire during the jogging session. If not my shirt will still like a brain new bring shirt.

Same again, we got group dicussion till 1.00p.m something. Till Pak Yatim annouced that we got break and meet again at 9.00p.m. I choose to sleep. Actually Brother J, Borther K Z, Sister Lim and me choose to sleep. I bath then change and go to sleep. Suddenly I got two call when I sleep. I answer one which blurriness and reject it. Second one I really wake up la. From Bro Chun Hoe and he tells me that we got to meet at Dewan by 6p.m. GOSH!! non of them call me. They said they though me sick. SO don't dare to touch me. Well, fine ahaha. I reach there 6.03p.m something. Cause I jump from the bed and run there. Still throw sometime.

I sms Brother Jo and call Sis Lim. Non of them reply as they all sleep soundly. They miss the session. But ok la. No people go and check. Till then only we shout Oh oo I see.

Night we brain storm about a topic then we continue with the puzzle gain with Sister Wan and Sister Miza. I love both of them hehe. My friend. They are so so nice.

Day Five In KL (last day of YTM)

This few days i sleep for average one hour every day in YTM camp. I finally can feel the experience of Edward Cullen's living habit. They don't sleep.

Morning, there leave Brother Chun Hoe, Brother Siddiq, Sister Lim and I to complete the master piece. Well, we didn't manage to finish all of them. And the time pass till the prayer time. So I leave for rest. After one hour sleep, I rush to the big car park to wait for the morning exercise.

Deja Vu, bath, eat, complete the puzzle and group dicussion. Pak Yatim shares his gratitude on us and ask us to give some words. Photo taking session starts and leaving personal details on pages of others. I didn't bring my camera so once again fill up my sorrow for not taking pics.

I still manage to ask Sister Lim to snap some pictures for me. In the bus, I sit with Sis Lim, eating lollipop and chatting a lot. I like her because she is both positive talkative and friendly. Mt relationship with her is deep as the facilitator though we come from the same place or come together with the bus. NO is the answer hehee. Nice meeting that we meet in YTM and go back in all very different route. Brother Kai Zhi drive himself home, Brother Jo follows and catches up for KTM and others using bus.

Back to Kajang Bus stop I gotta wait for my sister to fetch me up. They bring me to nearby nice Pizza stop. It is own by Itally poeple. Both the boss are nice ^^ foreign people. I do request him to intro which one is nice. He said Volcano. So here we go. I order anoter Kiwi juicy drink too. Freak sweet.

Soon, reach the hostel, the sky looks dark but I still want to go to the farthest swimming pool which is nice. I manage to swim quite some laps till a girl smokes nearby and only i get up from there. My sister says my vien is visible under my pallic skin. Green in color which is visible around my mouth, ear and chest. I'm not sure what happen to me. But I am pretty fine. My sister still keep on imagine kinds of possibility craps.

Bath session finished and wait till 8.00p.m, the view from my sister hostel to MMu is pretty clear. My room mate in YTM said there is lots of blackout in MMU. As now it shows with eye evident. Gosh ahaha. Totally black la.

Then, we go out to eat Vegetarian meal. Quite nice with a glass of Cincau. Follow by 10.00p.m Karaoke session in Neway. Well, we sing crazily. We order foods and drinks gain. i am not sure how my stomach arrange those food. But I eat it. I love the Linkin park's songs la. I shout and sing. Till 2.00a.m next day I feel totally collapse and I am too tired. Till back home is not sure what time but I sleep once I reach the room.

Ps I still think of playing basketball instead of karaoke. I want to play actually. But I didn't get the chance. Well, I will wait for Brother and Sister to come back from kl and only that time I go play yea~

Day Six in KL

As I said earlier, I will write in sorts of Z to A memory style.

This the last day in KL, I wake up at 8.20a.m. This is the very few miracle happen to me that I have found no problem in sleep soundly and without nightmare. And after some caluculation I end up with a conclusion that I sleep for 8 hours/72 hours (three days). First day one hour + afternoon two hours nap, second one hour, third day, the day i stay at my sister hostel four hours. I have been suspect by brother that as if I take drugs? Haha, no brother and sister no. And after the training camp, i found out that if you sleep less you will be likely to continue to be alert in the day time. The torturous part for my deprive of sleep is the dicussing session early in the morning. Speaking the truth is that I speak less when I get tired. Kind of excuse la. But I am undergo off-mode. Sorry once again, that I didn't contribute much during the group brainstorming and discussion.

Morning I simply scavange a bottle of 1.5 ml milk, biscuits and Tuna. Then just finish it infront of the laptop. Wait till my sister wake up only we go and fetch my friend. I sleep a lot in the car. Get dizzy now and then. Live volcano headache. In the plane, really hard to sleep. Cause one thing is the seat is 90 degree and the light shine thorugh the window is eye piercing high.

Till then, when I reach Kuching. My parent come and fetch me to nearby food stall to have my lunch. Well, I feel tired and dead cows in my guts. Damn uncomfartable. Not sure why. I will try to sleep ealrier tonight as tomorrow I will still have another camp. ^^

YTM camp 2009

well, I think it is better to write in flashback term. I hardly believe that I love da camp so much as well as the facilitator, Pak Yatim, so called our father ^^, friends, food and place.


I meet a lot of new friend. From ice breaking section, room mate, group member and singing session. The most memorable event is the JIGSAW PUZZLE mission. I really learn a lot from da event. I learn to be passion, talk with my friend an ith my We stand with my friend till early morning. As we stay up late at night. Specially graditute send to Brother Joshua Tay, Bro Kai Zhi, Brother Chun Hoe and Sis Ween Hwua (chinese gang) . We mix well by having same joke, same mission, different perspective and some more. Also to Sis Wan and Sis Miza, my lovely malay friends. Too extand to Brother Ramesh (Indian sp), Brother Azlan, Brother Siddiq, Brother Banie, Brother Shaggy, Brother Hafiz and etc. Thanks for your caring and coorperation which is ever grown. May you people be well and happy.



There is a lot activities like group discussion about recent issue, how to enhance our ecominics and politics, asking about ourselves and so own. First, I feel my very ownselves while involve in those activities. I like those Malay, Chinese and Indian friends very much. I love you all. You people are really nice for me. ^^ I will never forget about it. My apologies is that, I spend too much time in jigsaw puzzle so I neglect on my rest. I sleep one hour for two days and I still can remain awake. well someone band me into drugs addictor. Shoot. Am I??

My eyes show my commitment on Jigsaw Puzzle haha. Peggy and me.

Talking about my room mate. Specially thanks for my double upper bed neighbour for letting me to cross over and always look beyond my mistakes. Thanks you so much!!! Also to Sis Wa Fa, Sis Syahh and Sister Wei Ting and also sis Peggy my downstair bedmate haha, she is so kind. Those people lists are overseas candidate. They speak eloquenly and also more mature compare to me. They share a lot of things to me on the bed. They cares me too. Just like sister.

I guess I should stop here, more and more pictures and posts about YTM will be upload soon. Love my friends.

Day One: My independent day

First of all, I have forgotten to bring along with my camera. Sigh! As you know, we got to concern about the condition of the security in Kuala Lumpur right??

Before I go to airport, I make myself to practice more on guitar as I worry that by the time come back to Kuching, I have forgotten all the chords and feel on guitar. Sort of blur and confused. Then, I go o aerobic class for 25 minutes. Breaking records of mine in 2009. As I never skipped classes before every since my ever green good records in pass few years. Chatting with an uncle who mend shoes. He seems to care a lot about me. Thanks God for his sake. May he be well and happy.

When I reach Kuching International Airport, I saw bunches of my schoolmates. I didn't even inform them about my leaving. One thing for sure is, they come on another purpose hahahaha. My dearest friends, Liew Mei Chiun and June are leaving Kuching for her further studies. Well, wish them good luck and take care always. I meet with my beloved friends who were once my CHINESE POEM RECITING TEAM MATE in 2006. They are Sister Shu Yi and Brother Eric Lee. Luckily my tears didn't manage to burst out while Sis Shu Yi giving me the bear hug. Haha no tears cause I am not really leaving, I will be coming home very soon after my so called campS.

Well, I reach Kuala Lumpur safely at 7.30p.m. Train of story inside the plane and in the Kuching International Airport. I meet my new friend, Bro Chun Hoe, a nice and decent guy.This is my very first time to go somewhere indepent, so I feel like kind of proud of myself that I didn't lose my may to the gate stated i my boarding pass.

Whilst waiting for the arrival of the plane start e, an old folk "name unknown" sit beside me. If you want to talk to someone, let's listen his or her conservation with someone else for a while. Then, I start to talk to her. She is a buddhist too, going back home Kuala Lumpur. She come here to be as a volunteer. She look kind of younger than her ages. She looks alert and not having A salt and paper hair. Wonderful woman huh? I meet with the group teen leader, Bro Chun How, give me a Buddhist booklet. Wait today I meet two brand new friends whose name is Chun Hoe and Chun How. By right they must be having the same Chinese name. I guess so. What a coincidence. Thanks about that, you people are really incredible. ^^ I appreciate it with the abyss of my heart.

Inside the plane, one of the embarrass thing I do is, I think I'm attracted by the old folks. I am not sure why i fond to socialise with them a lot. Maybe it is a symtomps of missing my granny in Kuching. Luckily I manage to get back to my own seat. One thing confused me is that am I suffering from concussion? As I located my bags in the right room 15E and I manage to sit on the wrong seat 16D.?????Gosh!!

Another gratitude show to the India kind lecture who sitting beside me. We chat a lot before the flight start. Well, i get to know he is giving lecture to any university who needs him. Kind of wow, I'm sitting with someone on the stage. haha. During the flight, due to the reflection of the sun, I didn't manage to flip on my Zero Game book. Instead I spend sometime read through the booklet given the the Buddhist group. Nice. I manage to take some nap too. I realize that people in the middle age tend to sleep on the plan a lot. Haha. While old folks like to chat the whole way like energetic girls buddy. Haha.

In the end of the flight, I didn't manage to get the name of the lecture but same same still I get some useful advice. Study Hard, no outing in the late late (i break this rule on the same night), beware of friends I make.

Thanks for sister Josephine picking us up on time. Another thanks for my mother hourly call by nagging my sister to reach the airport early. After that, we go to have our lunch at 9.00p.m something like that. wow, I never have such a so-late-meal before. Kangkung has engaged filled with my tired mouth.

Late at night, 11.00p.m my sis and her bf plan to join his friends in Cheras. Well, I join (
statement make that I break the rules). We lost, so end up reaching there by nearly 12.00 morning something. Wow. But I entirely like the scenery of the whole Kuala Lumpur in Gasonline. It is a restaurant, sort of. Something i regret so much is that I FORGET TO BRING MY CAMERA. Fine forget about it hahaha. i will upload more pictures when i reach back to kuching.

Bye, my sister sleeps soundly right now, and i am the only survivor in de early morning. i didn't sleep well as my sister tapping loudly and clicking thunderously. Now I pay back what she needs hahaha. Still long way to go to wait for her to wake up. Sad I not yet swim, playing basketball.

Soon, wait till I come back from the camp lol.

Good luck for those who attend da camp. See yea¬

Boarding....

Yeah, my turn to go Kuala Lumpur. Today. Haha... two more hours to run. Morning, out going with Sister Amelene. New task for us. Well, my apologize to Sister Amelene. As you know, I'm off to Kuala Lumpur for six days and joining another three-day-camp. I owe you~

By the way, thanks for letting me be part of the so call task! Hehe, new experience since then. My creative has pause to a halt since the day I step out from my classroom. I do not think that I use it wisely during the secondary years. My ever-growing gratitude to my foster sister. ^^

More experience will be jot down now and then. Papers and pen will soon be dissolved into solid form here~ Stay tune.

May everyone be well and happy. Best regards from Karen. Me.

My Commitment

Having seafood dinner in Top Point with my uncle.

i accidentally realize that, actually i'm the one who standing on the stagnent water. Everyone is swimming and moving always. Time flies, I still can't see my potential clearly. My gratitute to my uncle, who just coming back from Taiwan, giving me golden adivce. Try not to study and spend your time on something you don't like. To me, my theory, is that. I don't care about the expenses, I don't care about the venue, [it is a poor excuse] .i care much more about my potential, my talent, something I like, and something I will give my passion on. What is it?

Not sure.

I spend the whole morning watching this movie.

It is about father-daughther relationship.

The break through of the wall between them

by understanding a teenager's feeling, relationship, stress on studies,...etc.

A child also learns to understand her father more by the stress on work

the responsiblity of family, the strong love bond of family and turst thier husband and wife

always.

i finally finish the task given by Brother Goh, I learn something from it well and my
appreciaiton. Sadhu.

Sunday Expresso

Sometime, it is good to show off in front of people by bouncing up and down with full power and show up in any place, any where FULL OF FREEDOM.....

My room is now the one who suffer from my 'kindness' by messing it up my all my needs for the upcoming campS. Train of bags lined up untidily and sluggishly on my bed. This few days I didn't sleep well. Well, the truth is I am alert every time and never feel tired. Until I drop myself kissing the bed. Till then only I feel that my fuel is an empty tank. No more gasoline. Ha-ha.

Morning, I go to BMF, having Puja Session. I am grateful to meet with Sister Irene again. Hearing that Brother Jason ready settle down on his new heaven. Kind of relieve and best wished for him now and always. Through the conversation with Sister Irene, Brother Jason's supermom, I can easily conclude that her mom loves him very much. I wish that I have such a supermom. God man! I damn like his mum. Good mum produces good son too. hehe. Brother Jason is well trained since he was young. Till now, I can give him the VISA that he is a bright, smart, polite, active, and blahs good character person.

Funny fuses in the air when Brother Goh said: I wonder where is Bro. Jason.....

People there always treat me nicely. Overt kindness and caring type. I like them. I always feel my freedom there. No force just peace and harmony there. I can easily find my piece there. Time flies, i will still try my best to grab the opportunities to go there.

In addition, I feed well by them. I love de cookies hehe. Thanks for the supplier. Tee-hee.

Afternoon, I go to my granny house. My forth maternal Aunt home-making OTAK OTAK. Well, I heard the food before but never taste it. My taste bud is really rebellious kind. So, i try. Nice !! hehe. Thanks for my uncle and aunt. Super kind type too. Recently, i meet a lot of angels in the world. Haha. Recruitment? Coincidence? Wow! Life is an adventures ... ahaha.

Next station is library. First time go library. The guide stop me and say that drinks are prohibited. So I reach the counter and ask whether temporally leaving my duffy bags and drinks need to pay or not? They say No No. I think when they back home. Surely laugh till dead.

I read some nice book. Something about Nutrients, Leadership, English, Science, Fashion, London culture .....etc. Actually I'm confused with the course I take up. I didn't spend much time thinking about it then just click it by sense. SOFTWARE!! Am I gonna be another Bill Gates? IT's software or software engineering? Which one should I said? In fact, this course is under my potential. I more keen to language, maths, social...etc. I think so..........there still mist everywhere in my heart and soul. Blocking the heat and light from the source.

Evening, RAINING CATS AND DOGS. First time watching the formation of the clouds with layers of black and grey watercolours and powder like dust. I like the phenom.

Back to here, I just about to finish piece of typing project given by Bro. Goh. Ok, that's all for today. Thanks!!

p/s: I'm looking forward to my new life. Muaks.

Shop Shop Shop

Yeah! Shop. Girls shop. STOP! I'm not a shopaholic but when things get on your hand, you got to shop. I'm kind of grateful cause I got things I want at certain price. Though, in solution, I still consider East Malaysia's things is kind of expensive. Not GUCCI , not PRADA, not NIKE, not MIU MIU and etc. I think when you gets something simple it looks nicer.

I go to THE SPRING. Throngs of life walking here and there. Most of them gathered like a bees on flowers at the hot point. Some sort like searching for MODEL. Haha. Just brushing pass all the people there. I do not like to waste time following those goyang goyang people's back!! Kind of hatred. hehe.

Life's mistake. I have problem choosing something I want. Shoes. I like the one, comfortable but ugly looking. My mum's comment. She like the one good looking and kind of moderate comfort. Well, I end up choosing hers. I didn't take note of the shoes size so ending up buying something over size. SIZE 7. Luckily, I'm busy body enough. For God sake, haha, my potential. I get to know I bought something wrong and I try. Actually the size is ok. But when i got to running here and there then that is not OKAY> so, I change. Good news, my feet grow into size 6 di. Haha. Last year size 5. Hm. Satisfied. My mum always having lots of comment about me. Tall but ending up having small feet. Genitic problem. Guess so haha. She always says that I taking up most of my Dad gene. But I think my feet size should be... my mum's one. Erkhem..

Then, we go PIZZA HUT, take away order. One Haiwaii Tuna and chicken wings. Well, my mum favor. Haha. Enjoy watching she bites all the bit and pieces haha.

A millionair first love

I love this girl very much and also Hyun bin.

Good plot and nice story love it .haha

Pizza impromtu

Well, I just get to know that I got an interview for my YTM scholarship. Kind of shock cause my result not really dazzle my parents so..... haha.

My parents and my sister encourage me to take part. So I do. Though I still kind of stubborn to go through form 6. This is the first time I try to break to wall go to KL myself. Good try. I give myself a high five. Lots of things to prepare from now on. All the best for me.

Evening, my mum suddenly suggest to go out and eat. No transport. So we walk there (PIZZA HUT) haha. First time again. Till the end I find it is quite nice that to walk out with my mum. Communicate more with her. I mean cause weekdays when she works I stay at home. When she comes back I do my things she does hers. Well no communication too.

We got Turkish Vege's order and ice lemon tea for her and 7-up for me. Nice Nice. Cost RM 11.05. Actually I plan to walk back house but my mum asks me to call up my dad to fetch us. Haha lazy bump~

蔡旻佑

He is such a talented person. He knows what is his potential well.

He knows how to compose songs, write songs, violin, piano and etc etc.

Just come across this vedio clip. Shock !! Pretty splendid.

Aoi Miyazaki

I adore her very much. I love NANA one only.

I love both Aoi and Zhong Dao Mi Ka.

Cause Nana 2 Hachi change the role to another girl.

I don't really feel that she is cute as her.

Combo of My Favor Day

Well, Good Friday, we, my family is partially Buddhist so we do no celebrate. Yet, we have our dinner at KOREAN DA OM BBQ HOUSE. This is my torso nightmare. I do not mean that the food they provide is no good enough for my testing bud. But I eat till too full, too fool. Yea yea, VERY FULL TILL I WANT TO PUKE. Ha-ha. I learn some lesson too.

Saturday, I spent most of my day shopping. First, I am now having a new haircut. Thanks Sis. Iris. I like my new hairstyle thought. Having good time licking Donuts.
1-Alien
1-Chocolate
1-Cheese
1-Ice Berg
2-Almond (my favorite)

Sunday, morning, I have donut again. I feel so nice. Never feel so content before. Next, I went to Puja Session. Moping the floor as a weekly routine there. Since Brother Jason left for further studies. Brother Goh take over the place as I still not confidence yet. Most probably I will try another week. I recieved a small task from Brother Goh which is to align the Puja Text. Long time didn't have piece of assignment, project or homework. So, logn term sitting in front the pc editting the text is kind of hard for me. I try my best to do the best part of mine.

Wandering

I have just finished another Japan Movie. Kind of bizzare movie but I still enjoy watching it cause there is Tamaki in the scence. Big and decent eyes. I'm kind of keen to Kendo after watching it. I just get some information that Kuching here don't have such Martial Art practice association or club. Sad. Perhaps my future school also don't have. Only Judo.

Start of Something New

This feeling is kind of complicated which can't be explain using words. I choose to activate a new blog and this feeling is so good and it makes me happy. Nothing to worry. Nothing to compare. Just me and myself. A feeling of start of something new. From zero till something huge and wide.

I have just finished watching Koizora. It gives me the power to enpower something new and to challenge myself. Yes. Here I start.

1. I want to have a new hairstyle.
2. I want a pair of brand new white shoes which signified the end of the pass.
3. I want to study hard for my form 6. Poked by Mika's persistance and hard work.
4. I want to own and discover my talent.
5. I love my friends and family.
6. I want to be healthy as a fiddle.